Lyrics: Aleksandr Korolkov You wake up trying to recall something from the past. There is no last. Days in loop, flash up into my memory and then go reverse And no, no remorse. You will never know how I love you, And all our life is just fragments of memories. You will never know that I loose you and every day is new for me and you. It’s wrong but I feel that I’m wasting my time with you I need to come though. I leave my head and ask for your name. But what should you say… You will never know how I hate myself, For all the doubts and all my evil thoughts And I’m sure I know that I need you and every day is new for me and you. How'd we used to live before? Never thought that it could be so ****ing hard to know despair! I repress compassion Making my emotions a solid-state to deal with Love redemption I guess i'm going down I feel i'm falling down..