Misery Fantasy (feat. Eleanor Forte)

Lyrics: Khoa Pham Music: Khoa Pham She could've had the chance To bring it all back The things she loved and had She wished they would have last Screaming, screaming All the thoughts I want to voice Crying, crying Is it sweet or is it noise? Wanting, wanting Everything I ever dreamed Can't pretend, In the end A broken doll is all I am Screaming, screaming All the thoughts I want to voice Crying, crying Is it sweet or is it noise? Wanting, wanting Everything I ever dreamed Can't pretend, In the end A broken doll is all I am How many times have I looked back Regretting things in the dark past The inner voice keeps on haunting me Will it leave me be? Is it part of me? I'm hoping that tomorrow, I wouldn't be the same To no surprise, I still feel my mind in disarray Here I am thinking if this is how I'm meant to be All this misery feels like ecstasy The memories I held dear, they've become hazy All of the faces I knew, where are they lately? Can't help but feel like I'm losing all my sanity Living endlessly in this Misery Fantasy Endlessly Come with me Misery Fantasy Misery Misery Fantasy Misery Misery Misery Misery She wonders if she is really alive (Misery) Or if her soul and ego died long ago (Misery) Leaving an empty shell Of her former self (Misery) For eons she pondered (Misery) What has led her to such an unfortunate fate (Misery) This face, this body She’s grown to hate (Misery) But it is all she has left (Misery) In this cold, bleak, world Falling down, falling down Broken pieces on the ground Bleeding here, bleeding there All these pieces I hold dear Painfully, painfully Stitch my wounds and bring me peace Gratefully, hopefully This is what I really need Falling down, falling down Broken pieces on the ground Bleeding here, bleeding there All these pieces I hold dear Painfully, painfully Stitch my wounds and bring me peace Gratefully, hopefully This is what I really need Picking up my shatter pieces No longer can I deny they are a part of me The emptiness makes it hard to breathe I can't live in misery I don't know if you feel this way, please Oh please Oh let me free Please let me be Please let me be free