estates like home

Lyrics: Nora Griffiths Music: Nora Griffiths I am drifting through each passage Playing with ideas that once meant everything to me Help me find a mark to remember Why each breath isn't yours, it's who you want to be Could anyone reach so far? And it was hard to hold on without you So i'd picture your smile Stuck together, we're torn apart So i'll break our ropes, untethered Lost in contact, i'm torn apart
Again i find things revealing A nature I didn't know I'd need Retract all that's keeping me going What I'd hear when it got hard to breathe
(Just try to hold on for now)
A frame that doesn't fit me anymore Are you certain it ever did?
Fractured like wilted flowers in your wake In honesty I've lost hope for our process And all I knew was to hold on to you And all I could see were your conflicting colors
Nothing to keep me around Flinching without intent Identity detached through breakdowns Never connected again
A thread strung through I'm beginning to wonder If I've ever made it past this filter When they'd drive me up north And i'd trace the signs around us Wondering what leads to losing sight
Erasing composure I'll break as you reach me
And in familiar hills i remember To feel things i'm sure are allowed And i just can't hold myself together Reaching for words that can hold me down
At least it's coming to a close I'll leave some words unsaid Tearing down something i'd kill to uphold At least it's coming to a close I'll leave some words unsaid Tearing down something i'd kill to uphold At least it's coming to a close I'll leave some words unsaid Tearing down something i'd kill to uphold