Music: Fergus Martin
This is so messed up
Got kicked out of my house
Ain't got no money to spend
I gotta get off my next stop
I'm gonna need to tell
The man i couldn't afford fare
Pulling on my suitcase
With a wounded heart (heart)
I left my home in South
With a bag full of broken parts, yeah
I know that Daddy loves me
But kinda think he hates me
Wonder if he's thinking bout me
Wonder if he misses baby
Damn I feel so stupid
All of this is stupid
Tryna get the best
Tryna make the best losing
Eh yeah
When you're feeling hella numb
Eh yeah
But your emotions way a ton
Eh yeah
Conversations with myself
Hear the voice in my head
So I trust when it says to
Leave it all to Faith, when the lights out
Leave it all to Faith, when the lights out
I gotta trust myself when the lights out
Honesty it's always something (yeah)
Face diving into problems
I, always find it hard to ask for help
Even when I know I'm struggling by myself
What's the point of this work rate anyways?
In the ends where i'm from we over compensate
It's something that we do
When you look like me and you
Gotta make the best of losing
Eh yeah
When you're feeling hella numb
Eh yeah
But your emotions way a ton
Eh yeah
Conversations with myself
Hear the voice in my head
So I trust when it says to
Leave it all to Faith, when the lights out
Leave it all to Faith, when the lights out
I gotta trust myself when the lights out
Going through the same damn thing every weekend
Looking in the mirror at myself it's real peak and
Almost told myself ain't no way ima fix it
Counting up to ten
I'm still here, I'm still breathing
Going through the same damn thing every weekend
Looking in the mirror at myself it's real peak and
Almost told myself ain't no way ima fix it
Counting up to ten
I'm still here, I'm still breathing
Eh yeah
When you're feeling hella numb
Eh yeah
But your emotions way a ton
Eh yeah
Conversations with myself
Hear the voice in my head
So I trust when it says to
Leave it all to Faith, when the lights out
Leave it all to Faith, when the lights out
I gotta trust myself when the lights out