Curse

Lyrics: Kss Z Music: Kss Z Watch me burning into ashes Push me down into the madness Curse me loud and throw me acid Save me, well, never said it Watch me burn and turn to ashes Push me down the edge so I drown myself in madness Curse me with the loudest voice kill me with some hydrofluoric acids Save me fore these demons take my brain I wish I said it I've been riding solo don't know where to go I'm on a road that no one else would know I got the key misrotated I got my hope lost Stuck here non- related Sober, I feel like it's over My heart's getting colder everyday I'm older Now that I'm in debt after debt to my close ones Like I always said I been long possessed and broken I buried my dreams beneath my own grave I gave in to the fact that the world isn't so great But if I never got to know the truth Would I ever evade All the hopeless cruelty and found my way to escape Man I don't know But I'm scared of looking back in that chaos Where they tearing up my mind I couldn't find what I wanted I'm still trying to deprive me of the worst scenes Trying not to let the curse in When the feeling's so real it's like they want me to die Voices in my head took over all of my pride I used to smile truly with my heart but now I'm so tired of Treating phonies all around me I just want them aside Then Paranoia calls Like I saw everything fall Like I found myself in walls after I'd been through my worst In a twisted hall I never thought I would work this out Until I met the her that helped me out through this curse But my passions are dying Happiness vibing then sadness start driving When you been both for too long You could end up denying The purpose of life but even if you curious bout the other side I'mma warn you don't ever try Please don't ever (Tape playing) Draining Feelings I hang my soul on cold ceiling It's kinda comfy hurting myself cuz others won't see me My upper neighbor knocks on door says he heard me pealing I went to peephole there it stands my ****ing demon Those nights I was haunted by these nightmares terrified to sleep The days I drown my conscience deep until I cannot breathe