Awkward

Lyrics: Sarah Alice Bustillo Music: Sarah Alice Bustillo You're picking me up Then letting me down It's always a half empty cup Cause when we're with our friends You just like to pretend You've never touched me Yeah we've never ****ed It's always quick looks, stealing glances Textbook second chances You pull me in just to push me away It's just so awkward You act like I'm dead Then get in my bed I love you when you stay But it's just so awkward You tell me deep things Then say that there's no strings But hold me close when we lay Yeah it's just so awkward It's just so awkward Yeah it's just so awkward You tell me that you care You're just in a weird place Well I hope you know I'm aware That just a month ago You weren't taking things slow With a friend of a friend I'd like to watch you defend You always text me when you're drinking Tell me I'm overthinking Keep me around so you have someone to play It's just so awkward You act like I'm dead Then get in my bed I love you when you stay But it's just so awkward You tell me deep things Then say that there's no strings But hold me close when we lay Yeah it's just so awkward It's just so awkward Yeah it's just so awkward You act like I'm dead Then get in my bed I love you when you stay It's just so- You told me deep things Then said that there's no strings Don't let me get in your way Yeah it's just so awkward When you pick up a girl right in front of me Then turn the table and act like I'm crazy For thinking we can make it Yeah I hate it It's just so awkward