AM I SELFISH ?

Lyrics: Richik Bhardwaj Music: Richik Bhardwaj We know we're suffering What's the reason what's real You know it's passing it will end One way or another that's to know Could be different all this hate visions Influence control Unaware We're imprisoned
You said to me that you just needed time All this time my eyes turning red turning blind Our love our memories i rewind in my mind And every time i came searching you but couldn't find
There's nothing that i needed i bleeded every night All asked for some light and you to just be beside Everything in my heart always told you isn't it right Feel the same things one day you will realize
Easy to break easy to take it's easy for you to say Break my mind break my back break me inside Broken soul and this heart needs some breath just to cry I try to hide my emotions i tried i tried but couldn't hide
Gave you your freedom lock myself in this prison Seconds minutes hours and passing days and then seasons Permanent pain and then energy drained You know that i know all the reasons and the blames
Hurts so bad and it hurst my chest And it hurts my head and it hurts I'm sad I'm just walking dead I'm just talking death Try to kill myself I'm too weak for that Nothing all i had tears on my bed Talking to myself could be you instead
Fought for you and you fought with me And then Thoughts of you and you thought I'm weak I know that is true but i fall too deep And You're in my blood who the **** is me? making your mind taking your side Breaking the ride throw me and hide Waiting breaking making taking hope you'll see that this world is faking
I'm shaking heads till you're not waking And now you're in my blood and now you're in brain Happy that you are I'm standing in the rain What about the promises what about our decisions Fact is that that you never needed no incisions