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Is this the part where i apologize and try to make amends And if so what do i say this time, or do i just say less When you talk i wish that’s you’d stop but i won’t say anything Won’t say anything to conflict or like, complain no matter the words you’ll never change All the pieces keep on falling out Leaving me incomplete Subjugate the pain to calm me down Medicate my suffering I tried but no one was listening And what am i to do, with myself cause i’ve been locked inside my room And every chance i take just reminds me that i should have ignored you It’s just a sign to leave to breathe, escape the fate that keeps on chasing me Maybe then just maybe then i’d have a chance to ****ing sleep All the pieces keep on falling out Leaving me incomplete Subjugate the pain to calm me down Medicate my suffering I tried but no one was listening