The First Song

Lyrics: Jackson Velli It's easy to fall apart when you're skinny and awkward And the girl that you like has some boy that can walk her Away from the party and to an apartment Where they can pretend they're in love for a moment
And I will pretend that I never had loved her And she will confess that it's β€œtoo hard to love ya” And I will break down in a crisis alert As my mental fatigue reaches it's all time worst And I'm sorry my problems are small for this earth While the whole world is dying, I cry about her But our kids won't live past 33 at thΠ΅ best 'Cause the ocΠ΅an is rising and there's heatwaves and deaths
And I'm so selfish and stupid and drained to the bone I declare myself useless, a burden to hold And I'm so winy and desperate and broken to bits Over somebody who won't understand this