Lyrics: Mick Conner Music: Mick Conner (quarter through my) (ughhh~ yeah~) quarter through my life but i got half the patience been feeling trapped with those i backed away from dropped all the passions didn't master day one now everybody say your affirmations i'm gon' get better habits i'm gon' seem less emphatic cause if i pedal back then it's like it never happened quick apologies stay locked and loaded if i lose a friend it's like i lost a soul so i just hold on to this nasty feeling until the feeling goes away i'm okay yea i'm great but there's a creeping buzzing feeling in my brain it's like living in the shade everybody in the sun i've been hoarding all the rain that's just doing what it takes i'm presenting all the love but i guess it's looking fake i'm just bending till i break but yes i'm okey thought we were birds of a feather but every time that it rains and it pours you don't stay through the storm i can't take anymore OH I CAN'T BELIEVE I thought we would hold through the weather I JUST CAN'T SLEEP cause the stars in the sky i get lost in their shine BUT THEY'RE NOT SEEMING BRIGHT ANYMORE penny for your suffering i've been watching you and i can see it bubbling can i ask you how you deal with all the tougher things cause all my people pleasing habits got me wondering (something like) mama do you love me? daddy do you care? this life is feeling ugly and everybody stares at me are you there for me? are you scared for me? tell me where to be and i promise that i'll be there look me in the face as if there's something you could see there build me up when broken and there's nothing you could repair product of our family that's something only we share but what do we care i looked up to you man i trusted you but you lied to me just like others do can our lives proceed that's for us to choose but now i just seen that i'm up to lose (yeah~) thought we were birds of a feather but every time that it rains and it pours you don't stay through the storm i can't take anymore OH I CAN'T BELIEVE I thought we would hold through the weather I JUST CAN'T SLEEP cause the stars in the sky i get lost in their shine BUT THEY'RE NOT SEEMING BRIGHT ANYMORE (na na na ~) thought we were birds of a feather but you don't know me i'm not to open i guess i'm hoping it dont end lonely like it tends to do