Lyrics: Paulina Lösch/Nikolai Potthoff
Music: Paulina Lösch/Nikolai Potthoff
My friends always ask me if i'd ever let go again
I never respond cuz im scared that i might sound insane
Or maybe i'm just afraid of the answer
Cuz i don't wanna believe that i could ever
Be in control enough so i don't lose it all
I've gained way too much man i cant afford to fall
As long as my past and i are still out at war
I promised myself i wouldn't let down my guard
I been holding myself back
Damn i forgot how to live
I been tryna be perfect
I didn't even question it
I think i forgot
How i'm supposed to live
Yeah i think i ****ed up
I just wanna live
1,2 almost 3 years went by
Without anything to ease my mind
I need some damn peace oh my
It's getting harder to get through the night
So i roll it up for them
And watch them breathe it in
I don't think they understand
Just how bad i wish that i was them
I been holding myself back
Damn i forgot how to live
I been tryna be perfect
I didn't even question it
I think i forgot
How i'm supposed to live
Yeah i think i ****ed up
I just wanna live
****ed up
****ed up ****ed up
****ed up
I been holding myself back
Damn near forgot how to live
I been trying to be perfect
I didn't even question it
I think i forgot
How i'm supposed to live
Yeah i think i ****ed up
I just wanna live
I been holding myself back
Damn near forgot how to live
I been trying to be perfect
I didn't even question it
I think i forgot
How im supposed to live
Yeah i think i ****ed up
I just wanna live
I just wanna live