It doesn't Matter

Three words to shut me down The same sentence I hear you now It still hurts, enough to make me stumble I fought my ways to reach you out When I was at my worst place and needed you I needed you the most What a shame You were nowhere to be found I lay in my bed weeping inside Making up the excuses for you to not be here by my bedside I’ m staring at the white wall oh there’ s a black hole The devil made its way through Who would’ ve thought Punched me in the guts Kicked me in the head Screaming at the top of his lungs And he said It doesn’ t matter Does it ever Doing all the things right doesn’ t make you perfect It is over It should be over by now Can’ t you hear the bell ringing See the signs of warning You should’ ve known I should’ ve known But do I know now Your words are always rhetorical When I have doubts You say“ how could I not” It’ s not natural, I thought You and yourself, may be the devil Shame on you You know I won’ t always be around So I lay in my bed Clearing my mind The past time went by Right before my own eyes All the signs of warning How could I miss the bell ringing Oh it tried, did it try to remind me For so many times Everything was ending At the very beginning of it all, was I too blind to miss it all It doesn’ t matter To you Does it ever To you I did all the right things It is over It should be over by now The words from you The love I knew The tears you cried The things you lied Were all for show The words from you The love I knew The tears you cried The things you lied I should’ ve known It doesn’ t matter It doesn’ t matter It doesn’ t matter It doesn’ t matter