Lyrics: Sarah Jessica Cothran
Music: Sarah Jessica Cothran
I’m tired of thinking
finding what is wrong
analyzing
until my mind is numb
guess I’m a fool for rushing in
swore I wouldn’t
let my emotions win again
and again
saw the truth a little late
deception disguised as fate
should say goodbye somehow
drag it on another day
just so I don’t have to think
am I happy now
back to talking to myself
I’m tired of being
the one that’s not enough
inside I’m screaming
it’s time to shut it up
said I wouldn’t let you in
swore I meant it
yet my emotions win again
and again
saw the truth a little late
deception disguised as fate
should say goodbye somehow
drag it on another day
just so I don’t have to think
am I happy now
back to talking to myself
what happened to my judgement
thought they were blind
but it was me
my view was out of focus
blurred the lines of sensibility
what happened to my judgement
thought they were blind
but it was me
I didn’t wanna lose it
even though I wasn’t happy
maybe it made me feel a little less lonely
saw the truth a little late
deception disguised as fate
should say goodbye somehow
drag it on another day
just so I don’t have to think
am I happy now
back to talking to myself