Heavy (prod. by killedmyself)

When did everything gets so heavy Tell me do you wish you've never met me Cause I wish I've never met me Guide me now I am all tied up I know you never care so I just shut up I adore you I just needed love Just giving one hell start I feel so heavy The way you love me I can love cause I feel that you won't love me I need a change I feel so strange now Everyone looks at me like im drown in In spiring rain I feel so heavy the way you love me I feel so heavy No I can't breath I can't breath I feel so heavy Obviously, I would be completely lying if I didn't say it This is for really really really hard for me and I'm hurting a lot I'm just I'm just really hurting But with all that hurt comes a lot of joy and that sounds really coming from someone who is crying But there is a lot of joy that comes with this