Feel That Dread? (feat. Marley Jauz & Wrathstetic)

Lyrics: Sturm Video/Kylevi "Oscar" Music/Raven "Corven" _03/Maimy Mayo/Harrison Bennett Music: Sturm Video/Marley Rush Jauz/Wrath Stetic/Harrison Bennett Arranger: Harrison Bennett/Churgney Gurgney Sometimes it's difficult to say just what I mean But what it matters isn’t really what it brings I try to remedy the things I couldn't do But is it all the same to you? I feel that dread you speak of That darker despair Try again to coax it But it's always there You all wear your worries It shines in your eyes But for me, where does it hide? Feel that dread? I fear the moment that you try to cut ties I'm being honest in this game made of lies So why do I shiver? Is the truth that cold? That it's me who's getting old? I feel that dread you speak of That only destroys Here in my head, I wonder Do I have a choice When it bears no mercy For my grand design? So in me, where does it hide? I feel that Desaparecido No encuentro el tiempo perdido No se donde buscar Estoy vivo O eso he creido Me miro al espejo y no se quien es el Tomo un cincel y esculpiré Me coseré Por donde pueda hablarme No oiré, no observaré Quizá así pueda escaparme No, but what I run from is not 100 days is a lot I'd close my heavy eyes If they wouldn't sparkle and beam, no I’d finally scream in the dead of night Oh no, I fear that I was taught, but I never did learn I never caught any feelings that hurt you Could've bought with a penny any truth I'd eat it up ‘till there's nothin' I'd push through One look through the windows, so? One scale tipping lower than limbo One can get you so far One more ‘till it's all pulled away In the dread, undying It’d tear me in two But instead, it festers It’s born yet anew Like a prayer, void of hope I'll keep it inside All locked away where no one could ever know That one dread That leaves me feeling envy, Greene Yet in the end I dwell on what remains still unseen Since you don’t fear to use it You take it in stride In spite of me, still seeking I don’t think you’d ever hide Tell me what it is I’m looking for You know it, so I’m asking for a better course Is there something I can do? Won’t you tell me what I’m searching for? I feel that aching high so I implore that you tell me more How to find what I am MISSING What lies behind the tired eyes is MISSING Not confident this time, what’s MISSING? A desperate plea to rid me of the FEELING Enraged and running dry, but WHY? What have I missed? What’s in my head? What is that dread? What is that dread? What is that dread…?