Lyrics: Anthony Vander West/Bea Wheeler/Josephine Vander West
Music: Anthony Vander West/Bea Wheeler/Josephine Vander West
Producer: Anthony VW
I lay myself down
Next to you
And knowing that it's not forever, you command me to turn round
And look at you
I wonder if you'll even remember
Rolling in the dirt
Rolling out the carpet
Letting you walk over my body and then be done with it
Rolling in the dirt
Rolling out the carpet
I will pose and you take your photos and then be done with it
Welcome to this broken house that's lost all its self worth
I hooked my body to your wires but you can't say the words
I love you
'Cause you don't mean it
I love you
What if I never hear it?
What if I never feel it?
What if I never know love?
What if I never feel it?
What if I never know love?
What if I never know love?
I'm naked on my knees
Desperately
Hoping for a foreign feeling
Where's the kisses on my cheeks?
Quietly
You only want a night, then you leave me
Rolling in the dirt
Rolling out the carpet
Letting you walk over my body and then be done with it
Rolling in the dirt
Rolling out the carpet
I will pose and you take your photos and then be done with it
Welcome to this broken house that's lost all its self worth
I hooked my body to your wires but you can't say the words
I love you
'Cause you don't mean it
I love you
What if I never hear it?
What if I never feel it?
What if I never know love?
What if I never feel it?
What if I never know love?
Why when the sun comes around
A glass full of water and doubt
I swallow the pill of relief
So there's no part of you that is left in me
But still there's a shape of your hands
The desperate rage of a man
And as you were kissing my neck
There I was holding my breath
For I love you
But you don't mean it
I love you
What if I never hear it?
What if I never know love?
Audio Engineer: Jordan Riley/Richard Woodcraft
Bass: Jordan Riley
Strings: William Harvey
Mixing Assistant: Theo Birch
Piano: Josephine Vander West
Vocals: Bea
Mixing Engineer: Charlie Holmes