Lyrics: Alex Parelius
Music: Jesse Ortega
You kept me alive but the whole damn time
You threatened to pull my lifeline
So I went for a drive, 83 down the highway Where I first held your hand, singing
Stay donāt walk out the door, I kind of adored you
Couldnāt afford you, but Iāll save up
Then you went for New York, the damn road had a fork
My pride was immortal because I went West
Called this toxic all too often
Why I always say the wrong thing?
Hard to live with or without it
Iām so god damn what you wanted
Stay donāt walk out the door, I kind of adored you
Couldnāt afford you, but Iāll save up
Lost sight of whatās important, settling scores
We could have been more
So you can takе what you want Iāll give just what you asked for
Summer timе so alive, letās never fast forward
Slit my throat again, make your tulips roses
But I donāt wanna be used like that
You begged then broke me you did me like that
With the heart I had that frankly you canāt
Ever give back or understand, you almost made me grow up
Called this toxic all too often
Why I always say the wrong thing?
Hard to live with or without it
Iām so god damn what you wanted
Stay donāt walk out the door, I kind of adored you
Couldnāt afford you, but Iāll save up
Lost sight of whatās important, settling scores
We could have been more now, itās separate ways
I canāt ever turn back
At least I found who I am
Sometimes I get scared to death
This pressures mounting in my head