Lyrics: Roderick Henderson
Music: Roderick Henderson
(Damn, MyBaad)
Makin' these basic decisions, like if I fail, this shit ain't over
Got different drugs in my system, fightin' with pain I can't get over
Really had love for some niggas that I seen fade as I got older
They got my dog in the system every day, he gone, my heart gettin' colder
I watched the ones they say they'd never change change, this shit get crazy
All 'round the country in these bust down chains, still slingin'
I need your love, I just wanna know that it's true, that's all I'm cravin'
I want your love, I just need to know that it's true, that's all I'm cravin'
You seen love in me, I seen love in you
All you told was lies, now I know the truth
All I know is death, I found life for you
I'm shootin' first, I swear, think twice, I won't do
Decide, can't nothin', throwin' drugs inside my brain
I know I need to change, I'm so stuck in my ways
Disappear tryna cope with this pain, but it ain't workin'
[?] in depression, hope you don't think I'm perfect
Dealin' with so much that I can't show on the surface
Pistol to my head, tryna figure, is it worth it?
I know it ain't, contemplate my Palm jeans
Can't fathom why you playin' games, you must think I'm a ****in' lame
You must think that I'm somethin' I ain't, bitch, damn, just ain't the one to play with
Shoot first, I'm so quick to spray shit, hate you who I feel safe with
Hurt inside so hard to say, hate you ain't the one I lay with
**** a Glock, you who I feel safe with
Suicidal, that ain't off topic
Druggin' hard, I never stop it
[?] Percs, I'm on narcotics
Up this bitch, shoot off like a rocket
Hustle hard, you can't never knock it
Makin' these basic decisions, like if I fail, this shit ain't over
Got different drugs in my system, fightin' with pain I can't get over
Really had love for some niggas that I seen fade as I got older
They got my dog in the system every day, he gone, my heart gettin' colder
I watched the ones they say they'd never change change, this shit get crazy
All 'round the country in these bust down chains, still slingin'
I need your love, I just wanna know that it's true, that's all I'm cravin'
I want your love, I just need to know that it's true, that's all I'm cravin'