Lyrics: Georgia Ellery
Music: Georgia Ellery/Taylor Skye Burton
I feel sick
My organs bob about in the dark
In a mustard mist, in my stomach vase
Barely connected by the tubes, but itβs dark
In my eggshell
If it were a baby, Iβd name her Angst
And hold her tight in my chest
And sheβd grow, from a small, hard stone
Into my own, the problem my own
That would disease everything, and everyone
When I birthed her, I bought the red
When I met her, I cried the sticks for her
She came out crimson, on the bathroom floor
With her baby weight she kept me down
On the blue linoleum
Hmm
She tortured me still
With the darkest spell
Fought about like forever and ever
She pulled on my hair, whispered in my ear
"You ****ing love
You love to ****
To **** it up"
****ing listen to her sing
This red cord
The baby grabbed the lump in my throat
And pulled the cord
This is wild she said
This is it
This is madness
Don't you love it
Her love's gonna change
Hear it, better believe it
Let it sink in
As his titanic rises
And the sun streams in
And you hear heart of lord
Behind the locked door
And I'm ringed around your neck
He sinks, you float
But you don't