Lyrics: Jei Cyclist/Diana Lizhao Music: Jei Cyclist/Diana Lizhao Piano: JEI Arranger: JEI/Dyana Synthesizer: JEI/Dyana Vocals: JEI Drums: 徐之曈Zhitong Xu Bass: 徐润泽 Mixing/Mastering Engineer:杨路帆@Cashmere Studios 特别鸣谢 Cashmere Studios Ear: 2024 音乐人支持计划 Uhhh, mama said it's taking way too long And I should've probably given it up long time ago But I didn't I never gave it up But recently, I've been thinking Maybe I should give up I’ve laid awake all night Facing all of my darkness I’ve gone through it all my mind Finding all of my desire Would you put me through these long nights And ease up all my mind Cuz you’ve been on my mind for too long And I can’t hold it any longer than that I can't take it any longer Uhhh, mama said it's taking way too long And I should've probably given it up long time ago But I didn't I never gave it up I don't know maybe I'm lazy to give up Oh I always thought I could do something I could uhh I could be someone (Wake up J, come on) But recently, I've been thinking (Find me) Maybe I should give up (Hang on a minute) But before that (I'm gon' need a second yea?) Staying (This is my last shot) (What they say is not true you know?) I want to make this come true (But it all doesn't matter now) At least I've tried At worst, this album It is just gonna be all for myself For the future me to say Oh yea I tried I’ve laid awake all night Facing all of my darkness