Lyrics: Alice Meredith Parker Clare/Jack Benjamin Segal
Music: Jack Benjamin Segal
Im a row of domino’s
Coz i waste my whole life lining it all up
Just to get
Knocked over
Another week gets washed away
All the missed appointment
Texts that i cant face
Piling up
Spilling over
And the teas gone cold
And the air feels heavy
Holding my breath
But the silence is deadly
Theres no one to blame
No one but myself
And I swear that i’m fine
As I cry for help
I think I need a doctor
Prescribe me some beta blockers
All these things keep spinning round my head
Maybe I’m the problem
Overdrive it’s never stopping
All the things I think I might regret
i’m a captive in my own mind
I'm cratching the walls from the inside
unpicking the thread
of the bad words i’ve said
Play it over again
Tonight
Show me where it hurts
Maybe I can try
To fix the problem
Another a lie that I tell
To the ones that care for
And the teas still cold
And the air’s too heavy
If i keep holding back
Then the silence could end me
No one left to blame
Face to face with myself
And I swear that i’m fine
As i cry for help
I think I need a doctor
Prescribe me some beta blockers
All these things keep spinning round my head
Maybe I’m the problem
Overdrive it’s never stopping
All the things I think I might regret
i’m a captive in my own mind
I'm scratching the walls from the inside
I’m unpicking the thread
of the bad words i’ve said
Play it over again
Tonight
Keep on clinging on to the darkness
When it hurts me
But it’s all i know
Hiding in the shadows within me
Through the heartache
Cause i can’t let go
I thought i could carry the weight of it all
Might be time to reach out a hand
I think i’m getting closer
Understanding, letting go and
Learning how to love me if i can
I’m done with trynna hide it
What’s the point in all the fighting
This is just a part of who i am