Lyrics: up vampin Music: up vampin Yeah, I lose my ****ing mind, feel like I'm mother****in' dead Yeah, I'm dying all the time 'cause of all these ****in' regrets Yeah, lately life is ****ing crazy I've been trying to live with all these ****ing monsters in my headβ€” She will forever haunt me Hold up, Is that wasty? Y-y-y-yeah, I lose my ****ing mind, feel like I'm mother****in' dead Yeah, I'm dying all the time 'cause of all these ****in' regrets Yeah, lately life is ****ing crazy I've been trying to live with all these ****ing monsters in my head Yeah you really lookin' like you want to run away I see you crying there, I wanna run inside like her Been sick and ****ing tired of all of this ****ing past So I party til' I die, yeah I feel inside of her Yeah I lose my ****ing mind all of the time I don't wanna cry, I just wanna die From my pocket knife, yeah I be ****in' on some hoes I'ma crash out ****ing drunk, yeah I'm a popstar on the floor Bad bitch at my party, told her come here, I won't ever want her I can't love that ho, can't love a thot 'cause I don't want another Bad bitch in my phone, she drive me crazy, she ain't like the others I'm bout to take her home but I don't want her I'm just gonna **** her I can't feel my face, bitch, I'm too ****ing high I got two bitches in the back, and both wanna ride I'm poppin' Xans, sippin' Whitney, I think I'm 'bout to die I saw yo' bitch, she really want me, make her mine for the night-t-tβ€” Bad bitch at my party, told her come here, I won't ever want her I can't love that ho, can't love a thot 'cause I don't want another Bad bitch in my phone, she drive me crazy, she ain't like the others I'm bout to take her home but I don't want her I'm just gonna **** her Yeah you really lookin' like you want to run away I see you crying there, I wanna run inside like her Been sick and ****ing tired of all of this ****ing past So I party til' I die, yeah I feel inside of her Yeah I lose my ****ing mind all of the time I don't wanna cry, I just wanna die From my pocket knife, yeah I be ****in' on some hoes I'ma crash out ****ing drunk, yeah I'm a popstar on the floor