Lyrics: Hrz
Music: Hrz
Arranger: Hrz
I see the world through broken glass
Every dream I chase slips too fast
But I’d rather hide than face the truth
'Cause it hurts too much to lose
The nights are long, but I don’t feel time
Every breath is heavy, every word a lie
I build my walls, and I lock the door
I’m safe in the dark, I don’t need more
But somewhere in my mind, I see a light
A version of myself that got it right
Still, I push it away, bury it deep
In my hideaway, I find some peace
I’d rather pretend I’m okay than let it all out
I’d rather keep the noise quiet than scream and shout
In this hideaway, I’m safe from the pain
But the silence feels the same
I count the cracks on my bedroom walls
Each one a story of my rise and falls
I let the silence speak for me
Words get caught where my heart should be
But sometimes I feel the weight inside
A version of myself I try to hide
Still, I push it away, bury it deep
In my hideaway, I find some peace
I’d rather pretend I’m okay than let it all out
I’d rather keep the noise quiet than scream and shout
In this hideaway, I’m safe from the pain
But the silence feels the same
If I stepped outside, would the air taste new?
Would I find a way to let the light break through?
Or is it easier to stay in the dark
And never let it show, never fall apart?
I’d rather pretend I’m okay than let it all out
I’d rather keep the noise quiet than scream and shout
In this hideaway, I’m safe from the pain
But the silence feels the same
So I close my eyes and count to ten
Let the world keep spinning 'round me again
In my hideaway, I stay in place
But it still feels like a lonely space