Lyrics: Bethany Ferrie
Music: Bethany Ferrie
I’ve been running circles in my mind and
Drowning out the reasons why it’s
Almost too much to face it
I don’t know if I’ll make it
Without somebody here to save me
This pain turns physical
And you ain’t here no more
How many hours does it
Take to survive
Cause I’ve been praying that you might
Praying that you might
Show up in the spaces between us
Cause now this feeling’s running cold
How am I supposed to know if
Whatever’s within me
Is enough to get me through
Still I don’t believe you
If this is where I leave you
I’ve been crying for the ceiling to shatter
Wondering if it even matters
I never got to learn to let go
And I’ve lived with a lump in my throat
When what’s lost is the only thing I’ve known
This heart ache’s full of it
And I’m left with the moments that we won’t see
How many hours does it
Take to survive
Cause I’ve been praying that you might
Praying that you might
Show up in the spaces between us
Cause now this feeling’s running cold
How am I supposed to know if
Whatever’s within me
Is enough to get me through
Still I don’t believe you
If this is where I leave you
Maybe I shoulda loved harder
Maybe I coulda said more
Maybe if I’d known where we’d end up
I woulda held you just a little too long
Show up in the spaces between us
Cause now this feeling’s running cold
How am I supposed to know if
Whatever’s within me
Is enough to get me through
Still I don’t believe you
If this is where I leave you