Music: Natalie Holmes
I want more alone time
But when I get it I get bored
When you′re gone I have to stop myself
From buying a ticket out
When you're here I′m distant
Can't sleep all weekend
I'm making soup like there′s no tomorrow
Mending a dress like I know how to sew
Trying to have my Saturday like all the rest
And savour this time at home
I could be out on the road and singing
My big heart out every night
Is it healthy to only have one thing
That makes my heart feel alive
Apart from you
I′m sorry I don't sleep and you gotta deal with tears
You
I know that you love me but often I′m not me I disappear
Who
Knows how I'll wake up
How much space I′ll take up
I'm sorry I don′t sleep honey
And you gotta deal with me and my muddy mind
I want the best of both worlds
Can I borrow bits of you
And keep the pieces of me too
We're almost how I tasted us
Easy as apple pie
A windfall myriad
Of what we nearly had
Am I allowed to say it's painful
When I′ve got love and I′ve got a dream
Talking to positivity to strike a deal
It never quite makes the team
I could be out on a great adventure
People would stop and say you're glowing dear
But I need to find light in my own home
And feel what it feels like
Without you
I try to stop myself from
Leaving me on the shelf
Like I′m a doll
Or a stuffed toy
And it's a beautiful thing
Being an animal
I′m a lion on it's best and worst nights
But I still don′t know if I've got fight
But I've got you
I′m sorry I don′t sleep and you gotta deal with tears
You
I know that you love me but often I'm not me I disappear
Who
Knows how I′ll wake up
How much space I'll take up
I′m sorry I don't sleep honey
And you gotta deal with me and my muddy mind