Lyrics: 巨蛙TOS
Music: 巨蛙TOS
I'm afraid to be myself
Because Idon't want to be laughed at
I'm afraid to be myself
They'll thinkI'm an anomaly
too hard too hard
too hard too hard
Idon't know what I should do
They just tell me what i can do
This feel not feeling good
I wanted to fightthat's true
I've never been who I really am
I have tried to change in the past
Ready to laugh at mewho's next
I will kill myself at the end
too hard too hard
too hard too hard
I've been staring at the ceiling Thinking what we could be
No matter how hard it was
i'm feeling strong enough to keep
Writing lyrics sneak out through the shatter
Watching parents fighting cause they love ya
Aching so hard I could not breath ya
Feeling deep down in the shadow
And why should I be so tough dealing shitty life
though I can not get high ever since the smoke that I quit
In my lung I can feel it burning
got no time to see my gp
Watching myself start to fading
Needing more love and more xanny
Idon't know why I need to sleep
Don't know why I need to think
Why couldn't the world shut up for a bit
Whycouldn't summer cooler with no breeze
I'm afraid to be myself
Because Idon't want to be laughed at
I'm afraid to be myself
They'll thinkI'm an anomaly
too hard too hard
too hard too hard