Lyrics: Joshua Allen McGovern
Music: Joshua Allen McGovern
All the memories I won’t forget
And the choices I still regret
And all the feelings that go unsaid
There’s many things that I can’t accept
I’m waiting for another break
Things changing, can’t seem to escape
Keep faking, I don’t have what it takes
there’s so much at stake
How much longer till I break?
Rise and fall
Gave my all
Rise and fall
Who cares at all
Tell me why I’m running for my life
Im terrified, can’t see the finish line
Just decide, I’m wasting so much time
I don’t want to face it
Is there another way?
Is it hopeless?
Is it hopeless?
Wish they would notice
Is it hopeless??
Wait another day, no reason
Stay up too late can’t stop thinking
Maybe I can do it if he can
But we’re talking about me, I don’t believe it
I don’t want no confrontation
Lower all my expectations
Won’t get by from imitation
Caught up in my indecision
Just look away
There’s not much to say
Real life is here
I can’t fight my fear
Would I heal with fame
Or am I insane
Just thought I’d be near
Or so far from here
Tell me why I’m running for my life
Im terrified, can’t see the finish line
Just decide, I’m wasting so much time
I don't want to fake it
But it's all I have
Is it hopeless?