Paradise

Music: Anna Tivel You know I keep the paper for some future rainy day I put it in a pile with all the other things I save Bottle tops and broken watches, rubber bands and creamer cartons All that I might need tomorrow, you never know, and it gets hard Folding all the clothes, a growing pile upon the bed T-shirts from my travels, Egypt, Montreal, Berlin Turning up the radio, the BBC, the world's so close My old car is dead, you know, and all those papers block the door I can't find it, paradise, it's in the mind I just know it is, but I've been searching for a lifetime I pick my way through everything to find the ringing phone Pose a hundred questions, hungry just to hear someone Another year tomorrow, no one here to send a card to Books and bills and empty jars, a wave arising, oh my God I can't find it, paradise, it's in the mind I just know it is, but I've been searching for a lifetime Wasn't I alive among the pine trees and the wind Running through the country, trying to fight it? Almost out of time, and I still don't know what it is I don't have what I need to keep from dying I can't find it, paradise, it's in the mind I just know it is, but I've been searching for a lifetime I can't find it, paradise, it's in the mind I just know it is, but I've been searching for a lifetime A lifetime You know I keep the paper for some future rainy day I put it in a pile with all the other things I save Envelopes and advertisements, soup cans and folder files I keep looking, I can't find it Paradise, or something like it