Lyrics: Richard Whaites
Music: Richard Whaites
I don’t know why he has a hold on me
It’s a force that I cannot see
I’ve been longing to break free but he has a hold on me
I don’t think that he’s in love
I don’t think that I’m enough
His obsession is god
And he’s blind to the fact that I need him more than anyone
I don’t care about the things he’s done
All the things he’ll do
I wanna lay with him when each day is through
I don’t know why he has a hold on me
Every word he says I believe
This is a tangled web he weaves
And it has a hold on me
But I know he has my trust
Some things are bigger than us
I’ve heard him speak to god
And I can’t deny that I need him
To cleanse my sins
This is a blind faith that I have in him
Though it’s tearing me apart
A blind faith
But there was a war within
Between my head and between my heart
This path was mine to choose
He has nothing left to prove
If I have a blind faith I may never win
But I know I’ll never lose
There was a place deep down inside of me
Where I used to find my peace
now I can’t breathe
There was a time I do anything for love
Now I do anything for god
Feels like I can breathe for the first time he lifts me up
I can’t calm down
This is a blind faith that I have in him
Though it’s tearing me apart
A blind faith
But there was a war within
Between my head and between my heart
This path was mine to choose
He has nothing left to prove
If I have a blind faith I may never win
But I know I’ll never know I’ll never know I’ll never lose