picking petals

Lyrics: Alyssa Grace Music: Alyssa Grace/Alexis Idarose Kesselman/Elliot Greer The white walls they scare me, the blank space on my knees I stare at the ceiling while trying to get you To agree this feeling is dehumanizing We're all wondering why everything is moving west And the wind is blowing south~ I'm picking petals with my teeth Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it Trying anything I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit Never met him once, but I'll give him all my trust When he says "follow me" to where my mom wouldn't want me to be   And I'm stuck on you, but I can't stay here anymore I don't get you, but I get why you are, the way you are And when I needed you, you thought best was to leave But when you needed help, I told you to call me And baby you begged me, to stay by your side But when we're done doing it babe, you're not satisfied And you know you can't hunt with an unloaded gun But you shoot and you fire, and you hit more than once Like a voice breaking glass, you break through my skin Cause when you pull the trigger, you know you won't miss I'm picking petals with my teeth Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it Trying anything I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit Never met him once, so give him all my trust When he says "follow me" to where my mom wouldn't want me to be   And it goes over again, over again, over again, over again Oh, it's over again, over again, over again, over again We go over again, over again, oover again, over again, no, ooh And I would burn to feel you touching me, I'd burn to feel you more I don't want this, I don't want you, this is nothing I prayed for And the burn it turned to anger, and the anger turned to bleed I'm forever a sinner while I tried to stay clean You know that you like what you're doing to me It makes you feel good, but you're just so dirty I'm picking petals with my teeth Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it Trying anything I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit Never met him once, so give him all my trust When he says "follow me" to where my mom wouldn't want me to be, oooh