Music: Joriah Kwame Fleming
You're afraid of your heart
So you're breaking mine
Keeping track of the time
While you're wasting mine
Same excuses, "It's fine"
Copy-paste and move on
Seems the kiss was just bliss
An experiment you’ll regret and forget
when the year is spent
By the time you admit what you feel
I'll be gone
I'm closing my eyes
And I'm counting to ten
Can't believe that I'm playing this game again
I'm too grown up and too unafraid
For hide and seek
I don't wanna be a secret that you keep
I'm trying to find you
But you're in too deep
I'd cross the ocean for you
But I won't play hide and seek
I don't wanna be a secret that you keep
But when I'm asleep
I dream of you finally deciding
You're ready to come out of hiding
The whole school is on fire
You watch it burn
Now your GPA is higher
What did you learn
Seems like you're getting tired
Of carring at all
So I'm just tossed to the side
This identity crisis is hard to watch
When I think that it's over
Another notch
And I learned you retreat
Just as fast as you fall
What happened to pride
I'm closing my eyes
And I'm counting to ten
Can't believe that I'm playing this game again
I'm too grown up and too unafraid
For hide and seek
I don't wanna be a secret that you keep
Fine, you can stay asleep
So ordinry and rule-abiding
I'm so done seeking
But please keep on hiding
I'll ignore how you look at me
I'll pretend that I don't see
It's easier if we let the tension subside
Who cares about reality
Keep being who you wanna be
I'll forget what you told me
It's clear that you lied
And I tried so hard
To find you
But I won't play hide and seek
I don't wanna be a secret that you keep