Lyrics: Christian Gulke/Gregory O'Connor
Music: Christian Gulke/Gregory O'Connor
(Scream)
Isn't it funny, how this will end
How I found regret
How I sank in it
Isn't it funny
You'll forget about this
How I went through with it
With my knife in hand
How I slit my throat
Alleviating all the smoke in my lungs
You're watching me choke
It's what you wanted to see all along
You found out that I don't care
About my life and how I just want to die
Cause I feel like it is not alright
To be alive
In a world i can't survive
Look in my bloodshot eyes
Ignore that I drank too much tonight
I'm just chasing a brand new high
Maybe I shouldn't have been so reckless
But the dying flowers on my grave is what I'm left with
To bring me peace
I have to leave this world so that I finally just get some sleep
Just know I have to leave
I can't bare to live, the way I treat my body
Tear my organs at the seams
This is my farewell to the world
I just hope this letter gets to you
You found out that I don't care
About my life and how I just want to die
Cause I feel like it is not alright
To be alive
In a world i can't survive
Look in my bloodshot eyes
Ignore that I drank too much tonight
I'm just chasing a brand new high
You found out that I don't care
About my life and how I just want to die
I'm just chasing a brand new high