Lyrics: Retro Green
Music: Retro Green
I feel like all the times I talk out loud I curse myself,
I gave too much of me away, tryna reimburse myself,
I keep bleedin, out my mouth I swear no percs won’t help,
I can’t smoke or drink no more, can’t sleep, can’t turn myself,
All this molly make me ill I can’t keep hurting my body,
I burnt his face Cus I was scared my friends keep moving dodgy,
I got 100 in my room a stick & sweets, a lolly,
High I’m hiding all my weapons I might hurt somebody,
The last, last time I opened chests, I left the church a body,
I’d rather be alone, then start a fresh & leave cause you ain’t for me,
I put it on, my life you’ll never read or feel my story
I can’t talk to you, let’s speak on here it’s easy for me
All these oxy’s make me ill I can’t keep hurting my body,
I cut that face Cus I was scared my friends keep moving oddly,
I got 10,000 in my room 2 sticks & sweets a lolly,
High I’m hiding all my weapons I might hurt somebody
The last time I sliced a neck I left the church a body,
I’d rather be alone, then start a fresh & leave cause you ain’t for me,
I put it on, my life you’ll never read or feel my story
I can’t talk to you, let’s speak on here it’s easy for me
Nobody wants to be around me anymore,
People love what I provide but can’t survive my righteous aura,
I would spend a couple racks on cali, can’t go California,
I try find love overseas exotic girls keep me in order,
She a goddess on socials to you, kno hittas who placed pre-orders,
You can’t find the words to talk to me,
I found the love to love you,
Appointment with my doctor, gave me more pills to stop the drug use,
I think she contradicting the whole point, she got me confused,
Use a gun to kill & save a life I try do both with it, I’m over dis,
I ain’t got no time I’m scared, revolver spins,
Taught a new spinner to burn the beef I just exploded it,
I’m in the woods alone again asking god help me process this,
Yeah,
I feel like all the times I talk out loud I curse myself,
I gave to much of me away so I submerge myself,
Tired and my tears won’t come out, I think these percs can help,
I can’t smoke or drink no more, can’t sleep can’t turn myself