Lyrics: Edgar Sarratt
They used to call me a loser, or a drug abuser
They used to tell me the truth hurts, but I always refuse it
Now look at me, they look stupid, they boxed in like a [?]
So many days I felt useless, so many times I was clueless
So many days where I hate every single thing I do
I told my friends that "I'll make it", and dropped out of school
I lost my mind for a minute, but I played it cool
And I do drugs just to cope, no, I don't think it's cool
Remember everybody countin' me out in high school
Now I know my haters sick, likΠ΅ the god damn flu
Really wanna take my lifΠ΅, but I can't follow through
If you find me dead tomorrow, then I showed all the clues
There were times where I tried to take my life and no one knows
There were signs that I'm goin' through that I will never show
I've had people leave me ****ed up and leave me in the cold
I've been tryna tell my story, but this is getting old
Gotta show them all, get these drugs out my system
Pleadin' for help, but I know you won't listen
Wish everything that we had was just fiction
Can't get you out of my head, I've been thinkin'
I'm on the edge, think that I'm on the brink
Hear the pain in my voice when I sing
Some days I wanna blow out my brain
Just so no one can see me again
I'm on the edge, think that I'm on the brink
Hear the pain in my voice when I sing
Some days I wanna blow out my brain
Just so no one can see me again
They used to call me a loser, or a drug abuser
They used to tell me the truth hurts, but I always refuse it
Now look at me, they look stupid, they boxed in like a [?]
So many days I felt useless, so many times I was clueless