now i m alone and it s christmas time

Lyrics: Henkiry Music: Henkiry Deck the halls, the snowflakes fall But I'm not feeling glad at all It's Christmas and I fvcking miss you
Last year we drank so much We meant to open presents up Then laughed so hard we couldn't breathe And passed out on the couch asleep
With you, it was festive Now I'm alone it's manic depressive Crying on the couch to Elf alone
So deck the halls, the snowflakes fall But I'm not feeling glad at all This holiday is not the same without you by my side I'll still try to force a smile Just hope I make it out alive It's Christmas and I fvcking miss you
Walking down the streets alone Humming every single carol that I know But I can't even sing in tune And they all sound like shit without you
Don't know how I even sleep at night Staring out at the Christmas lights I should get drunk We should call it 'Cause this whole year's been dogshit anyway
So deck the halls, the snowflakes fall But I'm not feeling glad at all This holiday is not the same without you by my side I'll still try to force a smile Just hope I make it out alive It's Christmas and I fvcking miss you
I don't wanna be a bummer But maybe I'll see you next summer If we stop fvcking this up But if that seems optimistic Maybe I'll see you next Christmas
Deck the halls, the snowflakes fall But I'm not feeling glad at all This holiday is not the same without you by my side I'll still try to force a smile Just hope I make it out alive It's Christmas and I fvcking miss you It's Christmas and I fvcking miss you It's Christmas and I fvcking miss you