MISERY

[LIL CURSE] What is now left what I now call my heart ***** done took it and teared it apart Now I'm taking these b*****s that replaces that part Can't go looking to ford can't remember off bars As I look at the stars that now guide me to death Can't find what is left I need a whole script now come give me them meds Release all this stress that is inside of my head Can't undo what is said All of the things that I've done Can't get me out of the problems I'm on ***** they worry the b***h They want me to give for the love Stain boy gotta white shirt with a clip full of lead I'll unleash one clip now my shirt all red Been left 4 dead these pills a mess I'll see the end [YUNG $URGE] The **** am I doing right now Stuck in my room trynna hold all my tears cuz my life is in fear And my future's unclear drinking all of this beer with my dude Lucifear Pressing the blade on my skin Cuts that are leaving a grin My eyes that are seeing back then A happiness that I'm wishing Yung $urge creeping out of his cave Yes I'll fight through this pain Time to face in my grave Should of stayed in my lane My depression contained Something I can not face Reaching for the hell's gates Trynna fight on my own Where is my soul Iā€˜m happy alone But how should I know What if tomorrow I hang by a rope and I'm leaving my home