Lyrics: Daichi Shimoyama
Music: Daichi Shimoyama
I kept hitting her ugly ****in' face
Pumping the hate into my fist
Destroying, raping her past
I swallow everything
I run away from the pain, I still can't feel the pleasure
I hate myself my ****in' self
I will be running away from this pain for eternity
Losing my common senses, losing my skills to understand
The infection on my body is quick and strong
I can't take this pain anymore
Will this go on until I enter my coffin
Help me, Make it better
It hurts so much
You're the one that's torturing me
It's all your fault, you're the cause
I'll ruin everything that you treasure, your family your friends all of your prized possessions
After all the bullshit finished and gone, I'll burn down the ****in' house that protected you
You ****in' Backstabber
Let the vengeance control yourself
I use up my anger and my vengeance
I stare at my bloody hands
Feelling lost and empty
The self-hatred never disappeared
What the **** am I
Maybe I'll never know
Hating myself for not choosing a side
I spit out the pain, but it will never disappear
The vengeance and desolation from being betrayed, controlled my body
No faith in me