Laughing

I am broken All the fragments are incrustrated inside my throat In my loneliness... I vomit all the pain with blood I am laughing with all the frustration and pain Oh this ****ing pain... I'm Laughing So many years of frantic suffering Have crushed my brain In my loneliness... I vomit all the pain with blood I am laughing with all the frustration and pain Oh this ****ing pain... I'm Laughing I'm laughing... But it's not because of happiness It have never been because of happiness It's just that my brain is so ****ed up... And nothing makes sense anymore