i wanted to cry, i want you to die

For weeks you are the star of all my dreams I can't focus on my cup of tea Now you are nothing more than ‘she’ Sitting in the passenger seat Crying while i walk the streets All i do was read and read Look what you ******* did to me Miss me with your friendly smirks Love mistaken by a flirt Sheep smell short black skirt To me you are just ******* dirt Trust you with my body and soul Heart to broken for you too cunt soul Emotions aren't allowed to control Your heart can't be that ******* cold I wanted to cry,i want you to die I want you to cry,i wanted to die I want you to cry,i want you to die I want you to cry,i wanted to die Hey,it's David I just want to say...I wouldn't want you anyway I appreciate your honestly,but just don't bother anymore It's...it's fine I don't want to be your friend It sucks that i deport so much of myself into this,for this to be the result But i should've known that i was joint with this shallow superficial party girl I thought you were different,i thought you meant something... Don't...don't even ******* make eye contact with me and expect me to feel one ounce of them with it towards you You are ******* worthless for what you did You lost a friend I would never want someone like you in my life for long term So...it's best that you are gone I hope you'll experience the same pain i experienced I'm trying to hold on to someone that's shallow and has to faces you And one day you wake up and feel ashamed to leave your room Disappointed that you even woke up that morning Upset that what you see in the mirror is the person you have to be Disgust that you are still alive Because thats how u made me feel... I'll talk to you later If i'm lucky,never again,bye. I wanted to cry,i want u to die I want u to cry,i wanted to die I want u to cry,i want u to die I want u to cry,i wanted to die