Blessed

July was heavy with your hollow words You swore youd call didnt say a thing I sat there waiting like a fool rehearsed Your favorite excuse on a loop it stings Half a voicemail saved just to keep the hurt A cracked screen lighting up your name in vain You said my bad didnt say what it was worth So I swallowed pride and let you back again But now the weight is gone Something clicked and then it shifted All the grace I gave you drifted Youre gonna miss me when I finally walk away But I wont be around to watch you beg me I should stay Im learning who I am without your shadow in the way I gave you chances now Im taking back my name Youre gonna miss me when Im shining on my own A better me a perfect me I built it all alone No bitter ending just a door I should have closed before Youre gonna miss me baby I dont miss me anymore Remember August you swore youd show up late Showed up with nothing but a lazy grin I made excuses for your reckless state While you were scrolling like I wasnt listening Your half-ass sorry it was automatic A text that landed softer than a bruise I craved the thunder got something static Now theres nothing here that I could lose Cause now the fog is clear No more stitching up your messes No more second-guessing dresses Youre gonna miss me when I finally walk away But I wont be around to watch you beg me I should stay Im learning who I am without your shadow in the way I gave you chances now Im taking back my name Youre gonna miss me when Im shining on my own A better me a perfect me I built it all alone No bitter ending just a door I should have closed before Youre gonna miss me baby I dont miss me anymore I used to shrink myself to fit the frame you drew Now Im stretched out on the other side of truth Its not revenge its just the light I never knew I finally see me and the view is overdue Youre gonna miss me when I finally walk away But I wont be around to watch you beg me I should stay Im learning who I am without your shadow in the way I gave you chances now Im taking back my name Youre gonna miss me when Im shining on my own A better me a perfect me I built it all alone No bitter ending just a door I should have closed before Youre gonna miss me baby I dont miss me anymore But now the weight is gone Youre gonna miss me baby I dont miss me anymore