Lyrics: Julien Baker
Music: Julien Baker
I'm staying in tonight
I won't stop you from leaving
I know that I'm not what you wanted, am I
You wanted someone who I used to be like
now you think I'm not trying
don't argue, it's not worth the effort to lie
You don't want to bring it up
and I already know how it looks
you don't have to remind me so much how I disappoint you
Suggest that I talk to somebody again
who knows how to help me get better until then
I should just try not to miss anymore appointments
I think if I ruin this
then I know I can live with it
nothing turns out like I picture it maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases
I think if I fail again, that I know you're still listening
maybe its all gonna turn out alright
I know that its not but I have to believe that it is
I know that its not gonna turn out alright but I have to believe that it is
when I tell you that it is, its more for my benefit
Maybe its all gonna turn out alright, I know that its not
but I have to believe that it is.