Lyrics: Catherine Dederick
Music: Catherine Dederick
Got a real bad habit of
Hating myself
Yet smiles framed up
Litter the shelf
Real big difference from
Feeling and felt
My eyes wide shut
Not Asking for help
No point tryna float
Down in the drain
Nothing shinings through
When it’s pouring in rain
Habit make it better
I’m part of the blame
Words shoot shots
Mainlining the pain
Got real dark thoughts
I shouldn’t discuss
No matter what I do
It’s never enough
life’s on the line
Calling my bluff
I shut down
When I’m dealing with stuff
Got a group of strangers
Calling my name
Acting like friends
But it ain’t the same
Got face the truth
I’m clearly to blame
Both sides of the wick
Burning in flames
Who’s she? Do tell
I’m feeling overwhelmed (X3)
Who’s she? Do tell
I’m feeling overwhelmed (x2)
I’m feeling, I’m feeling
Walking around
like I’m caught in a haze
I’m walking around
Like I’m stuck in a maze
I talk about it like the past
Or a phase
I say I’m fine but then
I sleep for days
I complain bout it
But do nothing to change
I know the story but feel
Stuck on the page
I wanna focus but it’s
Hard to engage
I’m just hoping that
The target in range
Dark cloud up ahead
My Head too crowded
White flag
My walls have been surrounded
In the mirror
Like how could you allow it?
Tell myself no
But then I doubt it
In a runt
My Demons up affront
Avoid with a blunt
Not tryna to confront
I’m In too deep
The cost
It too steep
I feel zombied out
Like I’m asleep
Who’s she? Do tell
I’m feeling overwhelmed (X3)
Who’s she? Do tell
I’m feeling overwhelmed (x2)
I’m feeling, I’m feeling
Live can be sweet, life can be bitter
Dice game, I’m rolling a winner
Live can be sweet, life can be bitter
Dice game, I’m rolling a winner
Who’s she? Do tell
I’m feeling overwhelmed (X3)
Who’s she? Do tell
I’m feeling overwhelmed (x2)