staying sober is hard, but my songs are harder(prod.aria1k)

i gotta stop doing this shit to myself don't have anybody to help me i tried standing up but i fell i tried standing out but i failed leave my wishes in the wishing well it's not as if i really care tho i leave my friends and wish em well i leave my friends and wish em well really hope my mother doing well she really hope i'm doing well but i'm not doing really well though i'm playing games like nintendo shit so long like extendo i invited the devil to play with me shit so long that she went home shit so long wanna go home gonna blow like volcano shit so fresh like polo i can't wait for the payload am still chillin, it's the same old live life like a fable how you really gonna hate on me? but still watch like cable i've been moving solo must be the reason why i'm so low i told that lady she should go home sent her off like it's a package i can't **** wit stupid bad bitch wanna harvest all the cabbage but these carnivores be savage wanna satisfy my palette wit this cheese it came from paris soul be burning like it's paris guess it's back into my palace shut up bitch, you gotta can it don't talk back like ****ing parrots take this carrot i'll take your shit like pirate smoking fags and drinking coffee got me wired i'd tell you that i love you wit permission from my fibers but i'm not a ****ing liar i'm not a ****ing liar, yeah i don't cap unless it's in my songs though, unless it's when i rap not all the time though i'm coming to an end yeah i got a final wish let me fall a sleep on your lap, on your lap crush my head between your thighs hop on the jet, never see me again hop on the jet, never see me again i gotta stop doing this shit to myself don't have anybody to help me i tried standing up but i fell i tried standing out but i failed leave my wishes in the wishing well it's not as if i really care tho i leave my friends and wish em well i leave my friends and wish em well really hope my mother doing well she really hope i'm doing well but i'm not doing really well though i'm playing games like nintendo shit so long like extendo i invited the devil to play with me shit so long that she went home