I've got a habit Of pulling apart these pieces Til they, they don't make sense Tangled up I'm lost with no direction Can't tell where it starts and where it ends As hard as I try To rearrange the moments in my mind It hurts every time Hurts every time You told me to jump So I jumped I didn't look where I landed I put it down to bad habit If you'd told me to run Then I'd run I'm trying to shake out the pattern I put it down to bad habit All of my doubts May or may not matter But I still carry around Picture perfect shattered in a moment When I, I hit the ground As hard as I try Something pulls it back into the light So I close my eyes I close my eyes You told me to jump So I jumped I didn't look where I landed I put it down to bad habit If you'd told me to run Then I'd run I'm trying to shake out the pattern I put it down to bad habit I can't take it I can't take it anymore I can't shake this Still rattling my bones I can't take it I can't take it anymore You told me to jump So I jumped I didn't look where I landed I put it down to bad habit If you'd told me to run Then I'd run I'm trying to shake out the pattern I put it down to bad habit As hard as I try Something pulls it back into the light