Lyrics: crusey ellie
Music: crusey ellie
(Go, yeah) Don-Don't wanna talk about it if we're honest (If we're honest)
(Yeah) I'm not over it, lets change the topic (Change the topic)
I-I was on my ass, I had to go, no other options (No other options)
(Ye-Yeah) Can't focus on it until I cross it (Until I cross it)
****ed up one too many times, I think I lost it (Lost it)
(Yeah) I can't hear another empty promise (Promise)
Don't know if I can feel, I'm so exhausted (Exhausted)
Tell me, were the good times worth what they costed? (What they costed?)
I'll keep going, I don't got nothing left
I'm still hoping, one day we can be friends
Feels so hopeless, treat me like a human being
Do y-do you notice, baby would you keep my secrets?
(Yeah) I don't like to get too revealing (Get too revealing)
Hard to show it, but I still got some feelings (Got some feelings)
I-I keep coping, do you care 'bout my wellbeing? (Wellbeing)
Think I'm at my lowest, I-I guess that we're even (Even)
(Yeah, huh) An-And I drink too much, my eyes turn black (Eyes turn black)
And I close my eyes and turn my back (Turn my back)
Never cared about me, treat me like trash (Treat me like trash)
(Yeah) I can't ****ing fix the way I act (Fix the way I act)
Did me so bad, but I guess it's in the past
Life moves too fast, won't apologize and you just laugh
Guess we lost track, baby tell me what you're looking at?
I can't fall back, yea-yeah, I'm not up for this task
I feel nothing, (Yeah), I feel in my gut you up to something (Up to something)
We don't got too much more time, I'll keep rushing (I'll keep rushing)
I can feel it in my spine, but I'm above this (Yeah)
I don't wanna talk if you can't calm down (Can't calm down)
Yeah, I really hate when you're not around (Not around)
I can't get it out my brain that there's someone else (There's someone else)
So I feel so stupid when I open my mouth (Open my mouth)
It gets hard to tell, they throw me on a shelf
Guess I wish you well if only you knew how I fell
When you can, call me on my cell, yeah, you put me through hell
Fix my face and watch me swell, my skin starts to get pale
I-It gets hard to tell, they throw me on a shelf
Guess I wish you well if only you knew how I fell
When you can, call me on my cell, yeah, you put me through hell
Fix my face and watch me swell, my skin starts to get pale (Get pale)