These flowers, I wish they never bloomed
You spearheaded my heart
You spun me in a typhoon
And I feel you're a tempest
Howling gales in my sails
In the veil of exhales
You pinned me down like a nail
I said
I know you're probably watching
I know you robbed me so stop it
Vein popping outta my forehead
I'm red, anger knocking
At the door, my core shook
Look I knew you understood
Foot by foot, bunny hopping
Left and right, so I'll recite
The theft of those nights, sobbing
Funny you left me shopping
And copping new insides throbbing
In the butcher aisle
In denial feeling sore
Beat this dead horse
Left my voice coarse and my mind at war
From mourning of course
Drinking sour swills killed every hour
Didn't get a warning
Surprised I had the power
To devour your coward lies
The louder she got
The more every doubt multiplied
A flower of remorse and regret
A threat that blossomed to a virus that spreads
I wish these flowers never bloomed
Inhaling in your fumes, I was breathing in your doom
And all the rues of your roses I consumed
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed
You spearheaded my heart
You spun me in a typhoon
And I feel you're a tempest
Howling gales in my sails
In the veil of exhales
You pinned me down like a nail
I said
The crushing feeling asphyxiation
Of all of you I can't help but deny it
And honestly I'm feelin' blue
If only we didn't meet
Then maybe we wouldn't bloom
Don't be sorry
Don't apologize for what you do
And everytime you left
I felt I got a little stronger
But everytime it happened
You were gone
For so much longer
I'll spread my wings
And fly away
Please don't try to make me stay
I'm not having all this garbage
So just get away
Everytime we said we'd try
It ends in sad goodbyes
I'm not really feelin' this
We're just wasting time
Yeah you're stuck in my mind
But I'll forget you soon enough
And lose the will to cry
Travel on to higher skies
Never did I think
That we would end up like this
Think about the times you hurt me
You're my only witness
Still I sit and wait
For you to come back and call my name
All for me to say to you
I'm done with playing these games
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed
You spearheaded my heart
You spun me in a typhoon
And I feel you're a tempest
Howling gales in my sails
In the veil of exhales
You pinned me down like a nail
I said
I said, I said , I said, I said
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed