Lyrics: Théo Vanrenterghem/Nilka Bowman
Music: Théo Vanrenterghem
"Here I go again
Thought I could see the light
For a second but I’m
In my head again
Drowning in darkness
I wish I could stop it
Every now and then
I’m able to rise back up
To the surface but I
I can’t pretend
The caves I reside in
Aren’t ruled by Poseidon
Been locked up for too many days
And I don’t know how to escape
This feeling that keeps me in chains
Lying awake, it’s hard to explain
They tell me it’s only a phase
Soon it will pass with the waves
But what I’m attempting to say
Is I’m not okay
I’m in the deep
Keep trying not to sink
Need one more chance to breathe
Please, can anybody hear me
Crying out for help
But maybe I’m just talking to myself
And praying I might wake up
Someplace else
Talking to myself
Talking to myself
Praying I might wake up
Someplace else
Maybe I’m just talking to myself
Praying I might wake up
Someplace else
Wish I could prevent
The doubt under pressure
And fear over losing grip
It’s easier said
And I can admit I’m no good
At controlling it
I have no strength left
I’m tired of the fight
And tired of being tired
Is this the end
I’m so tired of being tired
Been locked up for too many days
And I don’t know how to escape
This feeling that keeps me in chains
Lying awake, it’s hard to explain
They tell me it’s only a phase
Soon it will pass with the waves
But what I’m attempting to say
Is I’m not okay
I’m in the deep
Keep trying not to sink
Need one more chance to breathe
Please, can anybody hear me
Crying out for help
Or maybe I’m just talking to myself
And praying I might wake up
Someplace else
Maybe I’m just talking to myself
Can anybody hear me
I’m crying out for help
Talking to myself
Praying I might wake up
Someplace else"