Camellia

Lyrics: Sam Herman Music: Sam Herman I think its best that we don’t talk Cause that’s all I wanna do I’ve written eight track nines but Every single line only rang half true I had to study up just to learn I wasn’t sick I wanted this to uplift You’re not somebody I can quit I just had to learn to live
Don’t break no-contact Unless you want my heart back And you gotta be sure Cause I gotta stay on track Funny thing about conditioning You’d think it’s all you really meant I would love to be your friend Only problem is I can’t Not until you leave my hand
They say you need space so you can manage But even in space you’re my planet And if my gravity pulled you in The weight’s hard to withstand it I can’t water my camellia I need to take it off the sill Already let the bud flower I’ll cut the stem and watch it wilt until its killed
There’s a beauty in the grey I feel That’s why I live where it rains all year No, I’ll release you in the summer and appreciate the colour I’ll release you in the summer
Don’t break no-contact Unless you want my heart back And you gotta be sure Cause I gotta stay on track Funny thing about conditioning You’d think it’s all you really meant I would love to be your friend Only problem is I can’t Not until you leave my hand