Music: Kenneth Fabian/Annika Legaspi
I can't sleep no more because
My thoughts stay in my mind
What if I didn't do
That the other day
What if I tell my man
What I mean to say
What if I tell her what I really feel
And then I'll tear up
To the point that I may never heal
All these thoughts keep me up at night
When I just can't sleep
I feel some shit ain't right
And then when I wanna forget em
They just keep coming back
Almost like there ain't no end in sight
Almost like in a fight
Expect I'm fighting
With my own brain
As it tells me even more
About some possible pains
That I may never feel
So what's the ****ing dea
With these imaginary aches
That I am trying to heal
If I had joint, I would take a hit or two
Otherwise, I wouldn't know
What in the hell I'd do
So while I lie on my bed
I feel more low than it seems
I'll just keep on thinking
Til my thoughts become a dream
I can't sleep no more
Because my thoughts
Stay in my mind
Overthinking really hurts
Until the point you cry
What if this song doesn't go any far
Maybe I should've never done B.M.R.
Should I doubt everything I see
Like that boy Rene
Or maybe I should at least try
To keep my thoughts astray
Are there really colors
Or maybe it's all just grey
I should probably just
Live my life day by day
Whatever happens happens
But I still imagine
Myself in fake scenarios
That will just never happen
But that's what happens
When you think too much
So just do what you do need to do
Get some lunch
Then you hit yourself
With a fake knockout punch
Of the thought
That when you ask her out
You'll get judged
But you say **** i
About time that I gotta do it
And then when she said 'hell no'
You said you knew it
Instead of stopping it
You just continue the bleeding
And the same damn cycle
Keeps on repeating, oh
I can't sleep no more
Because my thoughts
Stay in my mind
Overthinking really hurts
Until the point you cry
What if I didn't do that the other day
What if I tell my dawg what I have to say
What if this song doesn't go any far
Maybe I should've never thought of B.M.R.
What if I tell her what I really feel
Will I'll tear up to the point
That I may never heal
What if I ever change
But just not for the better
What if this, or that, or whatever
What if my songs
Were just never so long
If I never called
I wouldn't be on Earth for so long
If I never tell her
Will I ever feel pleasure in this life
Or will everything
I do lead me to the knife
Do I do it, do I not
Do I give up on my shot
What if they suddenly change
When they look at me
Should I ever really care
When I **** up my own plo
Cause everyone will laugh
At the human inside of me
All these thoughts
Keep me up at night
When I can't sleep
I feel some shit ain't right
Even when it stops
There ain't no end in sight
Oh I ain't gonna live forever
I gotta get myself together, oh
All these thoughts
Keep me up at night
(What if I never gave a damn)
When just I can't sleep
I drink away the night
(What if religion is a scam)
Even if I ain't drunk
I feel something ain't right
(What if my life is all a lie)
Oh I ain't gonna live forever
I gotta get myself together, oh
All these thoughts
Keep me up at night
When I can't sleep
I feel some shit ain't right
Even when it stops
There ain't no end in sight
Oh I ain't gonna live forever
I gotta get myself together, oh
All these thoughts
Keep me up at night
When I can't sleep
I feel some shit ain't right
Even when it stops
There ain't no end in sight
Oh I ain't gonna live forever
I gotta get myself together