Dear Alcohol

Lyrics: Seth Addison Music: Seth Addison Hell, heaven
Hello, old friend. I'm back again. I need help with the stress, it's been a little intense. No need to play pretend, we know how this story ends. Once I let you back in, there's no defence
Doesn't matter if I'm up, down, you're always around. I regret you later, but I need you now. Got to mask the pain, make it go away. In the morning, I regret it. But, now, it's great. I turn my back on you 'till I can't get through, and I come running back to you. Always break my fall
Dear alcohol, I don't want to feel nothing at all. Dear alcohol, I don't want to feel nothing at all. Dear alcohol, I don't want to feel
I just left the bar, so drunk I fell into my car. I got a bottle of tangerade, I need it for the pain. Started with liquours for the sadness, and put the one for the madness. I wouldn't close out, I wouldn't pay, 'till I drank it all away
Doesn't matter if I'm up, down, you're always around. I regret you later, but I need you now. Got to mask the pain, make it go away. In the morning, I regret it. But, now, it's great. I turn my back on you 'till I can't get through, and I come running back to you. Always break my fall. Dear alcohol, I don't want to feel nothing at all
Yeah, I always think you're the one who breaks my fall, but everyone I talk to says you're probably the cause. But, you're always there for me when I'm not. Maybe I'm in denial. I'm doing what I can to handle life's trials. I appreciate how you always numb the pain, I'm glad it came from the brain. Only reason that I'm saying: "I don't think I'm addicted to alcohol, but maybe I'm addicted to the fall?"
I don't want to feel nothing at all. Dear alcohol, I don't want to feel nothing at all. Dear alcohol, I don't want to feel. Doesn't matter if I'm up, down, you're always around. I regret you later, but I need you now. Got to mask the pain, make it go away. In the morning, I regret it. But, now, it's great. I turn my back on you 'till I can't get through, and I come running back to you. Always break my fall. Dear alcohol, I don't want to feel nothing at all